The Night Before - Soothing Tea and Insomnia

Insomnia - sleep - who needs to sleep? -  This is the argument my mind and I are currently having and sadly my mind seems to be winning. However, Sleepy time tea is having a calming effect and soothing the roller coaster of nerves. Tonight I have proceeded to pack my hospital bag and probably over pack as it is impossible to pack light when you are adventuring into unknown situations. The hospital didn't inform me about things like socks? underwear? and I wearing my own panties or hospital panties. And trust me I hope that they are not hospital underwear there is no way on this planet that hospital underwear is cute or comfortable! Nonetheless, whatever happens tomorrow will happen for the best ugly underwear or not :) 

As nervous as I may be it amazes me how everything has perfectly fallen into place from the timing with work, to the easiness of applying for medical employment insurance, to being very prepared. At this point my sanity is rooted in my knowing that everything is going just as planned and whatever hiccups are thrown my way will be tackled with a fierce mind. 

Lets go to war against this darn disease and conquer it !

See you all in a few days...post surgery! Hospital at 6:30am and then surgery commences approx 9:30am. I will post when the anesthetic wears off and my mind is able to focus on making a legible sentence. 

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